arent you overcompensating for something?

Content warning: eyestrain, bright colors, implied violence. Contains sensitive content that may be triggering to certain audiences. Length: ~15 minutes. I cant stop my mind from coming up with new ideas. Constantly, be it during work or while trying to sleep, I have to stop what Im doing and note down the new ideas that came to me out of nowhere. Restless creativity. Never-ending tension for not creating more. The feeling of I could be writing right now follows me at all times. So why is it tha...