god why am i awake

this is part of volume 13 (the last volume) of "maybe ill figure it out next month." scroll down for content warnings and info about the game and the zine! "maybe ill figure it out next month" was a monthly zine that started in june, 2018 and ended in june, 2019. the zines often took a different format each month. some things you might find in them included: poetry, short fiction, playlists, diary entries, photos, videos, illustrations, animations, music, and games. a year after publishing the last zine in the series, back when they were all collected together on one itchio page, i looked back...