if you could love a wolf like me...

Before I knew about this place, I labelled these audio-files. But when I numbered them I accidentally left out the tenth audio file. It goes from nine to eleven and up from there. Im still not sure where that file is or whats in it... Theres this mental block. I didnt pull myself out of this place because I think i cant or because i think i shouldnt . I feel so embarrassed that Im still doing this. Talking about this. But I never did it before. I couldnt grieve before because a person cant griev...