Shadenfroos

"This work stemmed from an experience I had where it was so hot that I couldnt sleep. It would make my mind race and let my ego take over me. This has been complimented by subsequent experiences that have paralleled this one. The worst feelings are when self-loathing would slowly fester in my head, causing me to constantly run through my worthlessness and fantasize about ways of harming myself. Shadenfreude is the pleasure derived from the pain of others. Perhaps my ego-induced pleasure is deriv...